I am sick of being shy, and self conscious about getting out and meeting new people and making friends. I know lots of people are this way, but I know I have a harder time then most. Robby tells me "sit by someone at church" I say "I would, but what if they were saving that seat for someone else or they don't want to sit by me"? Robby says "invite someone over for a play date". I say "that freaks me out. what if they don't want to, or when they come over they think my house is ugly or dirty or what ever. What if they are bored at my house"? I have all these insecurities keeping me from making friends. It's really starting to bother me because I want friends. I want a friend that I can go hang out with, have over for dinner, call when I am bored, babysit for each other, etc....
So how do I fix this problem of mine? It isn't a easy one to fix. I can't "make" my self not feel this way. I've been this way all my life! Any suggestions?
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